Everybody gets angry now and again as it is within our human nature.
Unfortunately, throughout your life, you will come across people who are ignorant, envious and carry a lot of hate inside them, those are people who have a lot of self-hatred and anger towards themselves and need to find a person to take it out on.
There is nothing wrong in being angry about something or with someone, however anger can cloud your judgement and you can make a big mistake by getting physical. Actions have consequences.
Personally, it takes a lot for me to be angry to the point it changes my good nature, it must be of great importance to me, you hurt my family and I want to rip your head off.
Provocation and annoyance can lead me to become angry and resentful as it builds negative tension inside me. My anger must be controlled because I can become very irrational with my behaviour. I really do not wish ill on anyone but in that moment my dark side will take over.
When my Beloved Father got ill, I was very angry at the world at God and the Oncologists who were injecting poison into his body. I felt hate for all the evil deviants in the world that were without ill health.
Most of the time I try to be mindful of how I handle my irritation as I can get angry everyday with consumers and time wasters. I find that customer services are not as good as they used to be, some staff do not seem to be qualified and make me angry at their unprofessionalism, but I send them respectful, but strong letters and this normally works,
Intense anger can lead to criminal offenses that is why laws are set in place to keep order however, some laws do not make a lot of sense especially where self- defence is concerned. ‘Kill or be killed’ the law seems to say that you mustn’t harm anyone to defend yourself.
Anger is a strong emotion, and it can destroy you in the moment.
I have since learnt, through my personal life experience, that I cannot stay angry for too long or it starts affecting me, mentally and spiritually. Most people that make me angry are not worth it.
I stay away from opinionated people and confrontations; I walk away when people try to pressurise me into doing what they want. I will never allow anyone to influence me or have any control over my actions or my decisions. I am happy that I am independent of people, I don’t need looking after unless I need to go into hospital.
I carried a lot of anger throughout my life towards the very people who ended up having my back and what a waste of life it was. I had to accept and forgive to move on. This anger imbalanced me and made me bitter and resentful and stopped me from spiritually growing and left me with mental scars. Now I am happy that I have managed to put the negativity behind me, not to say that I will never feel anger again, I will just be mindful not to carry it or take it on.
I am happy with the uncomplicated simple way that I choose to live my life, no stress. I live by my own rules and set my own standards that’s what makes me content.
I am not as sensitive as I was when I was younger, I can take a criticism but never a judgement, if you are not God who are you to judge me.
We are all individuals on this earth, we should be free to live as we choose, we are not hurting anybody else.
In everything there must be a balance.
The Scripture of Balance